The Unsettling Thought of Seasielle

Do you ever feel that you are drowning in the coldness of the depth of Mr. Ocean?

Do you ever wonder what will happen tomorrow if you never wake up?

Do you think they will ever miss you?

Lately, Seasielle has been feeling out of this world; that everything is falling apart and there is no way out.

Stressed? Anxiety? Depression? She does not know what to call this feeling, but she knows that a silent prayer can help her.

If ever any of you is feeling the same way as Seasielle, please do not hesitate to talk to your most trusted friend, family member, or any therapist (if there’s a free one, or if you can afford to pay one) so you can ease your burden, or unload your worries. Most importantly, just pray since prayer helps.

Year 2020

Fireworks, horn, and festivities all around the world marked the revitalizing start of 2020. First two (2) months had gone by incredibly. Unknown to everyone, an unidentified enemy is lurking around ready to feast on its prey. Half of 2020 became horrendous: children, teenagers, grandparents, and ill-persons are not allowed to enjoy the warmth embrace of Mr. Sunshine, they can’t roam or loiter around anymore; parks and other recreational places are closed; face masks and face shields are the only weapons we can use to protect ourselves. Everything falls into the depth of darkness. No cure yet, but there is a HOPE for tomorrow. So protect yourself and your family for the future is shining bright ahead.
Follow these rules (kindly add anything helpful/useful since I may not written everything. Disclaimer: I am not an expert nor I am into the field of medicine. I just collated these rules based on what my country has imposed and/or from articles that I had read):

1. Always wear your face mask and face shield whenever you will leave your house
2. Bring sanitizer and/or alcohol to disinfect your hands every time you touch something
3. Wear long pants, long sleeves, and/or jacket to protect other parts of your body
4. Wear closed shoes and/or rubber shoes
5. Throw all clothes worn that day
6. Wash your hands at least 20seconds
7. Do not go to the mall, restaurants, or any public places as long as it is not urgent. Hanging-out with friends can be rescheduled but saving your life can’t be.
8. For deliveries, take-away foods, etc. Always wipe it with wipes or wash it with soap; then no-touch policy (if possible) between the delivery man and you
9. Drink lots of water, and/or juice that is rich with vitamins, especially with vitamin-C
10. Drink at least two (2) or three (3) tablets of Vitamin-C each day
11. Eat plenty of fruits and vegetables (wash them thoroughly or cooked them properly)
12. At most, avoid eating raw foods
13. Pay bills, etc through online (if you can)
14. Inside your workplace, do not remove your face mask and/or face shield (if this is possible with your job); eat alone or practice the one (1) meter distance if you are going to join your colleagues; sanitize your desktop/laptop, work area, etc
15. Isolate yourself if ever you feel the symptoms of covid i.e. cough, cold, fever, etc and consult your doctor
16. Practice SOCIAL DISTANCING

Thank you and may we all have a wondrous future.

Tuesday: The Magic of Patience

We are now living in a fast pace world where everything can be done in just a snap of your finger – instant food, instant connection, instant shopping, instant communication, etc. – no queue is being violated here.

Apparently, various reasons for its good side can be written down, but as the saying goes by, in every good there’s a bad side. With regards to this, one of the most important negative effect of this one is: Being Impatient.

We tend to get what we want immediately that’s why the word “to wait, or waiting” is not in our vocabulary. If there’s a delay even for a minute or ten (10), we became angry. And being angry is the start of all catastrophe in this world. Why? Because a person won’t let his anger to cool down unless he find something to release his inside rage – this inside rage might cause that person to do hideous crimes which are really unacceptable in this society. Okay, maybe you think that this is beyond imagination or what, but this is basically one of the unknown circumstances of being impatient which will lead to anger.

Anyway, what’s important is for all of us to learn the magic of patience. We all need to be patient because not everything can be done or given in just a blink of an eye. At some point, we do need to wait no matter how long. Because in waiting, we tend to be patient. In patience, we become humble, and we see or remember wondrous things that we used to take for granted in our fast pace world.

Remember, be patient no matter what the world brings into you.

Monday: A Great Day to Smile

Almost all of us is not in good terms with Ms. Monday – we detest her, we pray for her to go fast, and sometimes we don’t even like to accomplish something during this day because even though we hate to admit it, Ms. Monday is the start of our week – school and office related – we’re basically afraid to face the reality.

Personally, Seasielle also detests Ms. Monday. She always pray that it will end soon, or that the tickling of the clock goes faster than usual. Every single Ms. Monday of the month, she always thinks of filing for a Vacation Leave, but she never succeeded.

As year goes by, she just accepted that the start of her nightmares is created by Ms. Monday. No matter how good, or how awesome things turned out that day, she will never be impressed of it. Additionally, she will blame it whenever her week didn’t goes as expected.

One day, Seasielle attended an event which tackled the brighter side of everything. After that life changing seminar, she begins to accept the imperfect beauty of Ms. Monday. She believes that what happens to you has a reason, and that “good luck” starts within you – how you look at things depends on how you want your day to progress. That’s why every Monday her motto is: Today is a great day to smile.

Let us start our day with a big smile on our faces (even though it’s not Monday) to feel all the wonders in this world. Remember, someone out there is waiting for your smile. It may brighten up their day. 🙂❤ #wonderfullife

As told by:

🌌Seasielle🌌

The Not-so-Wonders of Eating: Diner on the 16th

August is known for its gloomy weather: non-stop rain which causes floods, and mood swing for others.

The cold atmosphere made us (my sister&I) more hungry than before; since we’ve watched Taste Buddies went to grab some bite from Diner on the 16th, and even recommended it, we’ve decided to pamper ourselves on its menu.

It was a blockbuster rainy Wednesday for Diner on the 16th; we’ve just took the seat near the bar for us to be accommodated inside. (Take note: there’s no table on that particular side; one of the personnel just brought the table outside and placed it there just to accommodate us; good customer service 🙂

My sister and I decided to order Soy Ginger Glazed Chicken and Ube Waffles for Php 295. The said menu includes the following: 3pcs Soy Ginger Glazed Chicken and 4mini slices of Ube Waffles.
Diner on 16th is best known for their milkshakes; hence, that was our chance to indulge on their milkshakes. I ordered Diner on 16th’s Signature Milkshake for a price of Php 190. (Strawberry Cotton Candy Cone+Chocolate milk and Strawberry flavored pretzels (which I think is the one you can buy from the grocery store)+Strawberry Chocolate and Caramel Syrup+Custard biscuits+Chocolate covered mallows) In short, diabetes overload to its highest level; while my sister ordered White Chocolate Strawberry Milkshake for a price of Php 189. (White Chocolate Syrup+Strawberry Covered Biscuit Stick+Strawberry Donut+Wafer Stick+Strawberry Filled Mini Cookies).

Overall Satisfaction – Rating scale of 5 (5 being the highest):

Venue: 3
Reason/s: The said establishment is located in front of Ace Water Spa, but you have to walk in an alley since it is inside.

Food: 3
Reason/s: Nothing special. I think it is overrated because the waffles was just two slices which was cut into four; the soy ginger glazed chicken was all wings; the milkshakes ingredients were all available in grocery stores (I mean, it was already made; no effort exerted except for the decorations of those said ingredients), also nothing special on its taste.

Value for Money: 3
Reason/s: Somehow it was a new experience for us, but not really worth it base on the food they serve+service charge applies.

Recommendation:
I still do recommend this place to all food enthusiasts. Try, explore, and rate your experience since we are all entitled of our own.

Thank you, and God bless!

 

Soy Ginger Glazed Chicken and Ube Waffles 🙂

Diner on 16th’s Signature Milkshake 😚🤗

White Chocolate Strawberry Milkshake 🤗🍓

Design 101

Design 102

Design 103

Their creative way of saying: “Here’s your total bill; kindly put your payment inside.” ❤
Diner on 16th is located at: 16, United Street, Kapitolyo, Pasig City, 1603 Metro Manila.

Love Yourself: Story of My Life

I’ve been alive in this world for almost twenty three years; I don’t have any companion except my family.

My mother carried me in her womb for nine months. Her body figure changed; her lifestyle changed; and her priorities in life was way different now. She spent countless nights just to comfort me so I can have a goodnight sleep.

My father worked all day just to give all the extravagant gems in this world to us. He doesn’t mind if he already eat his meal; if he doesn’t have any new clothes; and if his dreams were shattered just to raise me and my siblings.

Life was not easy for us and as I grow older, I realized how blessed we are for all the things that we have right now.

When I was a little kid, whenever I got home, Mama is always there to welcome me. She already cooked pancakes not only for me but also for my siblings. She always helps me change my clothes to a comfy one. After eating, she will teach and guide all of us with regards to our homeworks.

Growing up in this family is not easy. It’s not just because of financial needs, but also my inability to do normal things, which became a real hindrance. I was born with a congenital heart disease. As a newborn baby, doctors told my parents that without undergoing an open heart surgery, I won’t be able to walk, talk, eat, stand, etc.. That’s why they became too aggressive to let me undergo an operation. Unfortunately, it was not a success due to long queue and to the inefficiency of our government.

It was never easy to live this life. By any means, I’m the real example of anti-social since I can’t have extraneous activities on my calendar. I’ve never got a chance to interact with people and attend their parties nor to find real friends. I was bullied until High School that’s why I don’t have that huge circle of friends.

Things change drastically. I became mean, boastful and aloof because these will protect me from notorious people. I never knew that it was my attitude who turned people down to communicate with me. But it didn’t matter since I’m always an introvert and anti-social girl.

HARDSHIPS

Whenever I see my parents arguing because of financial instability, I always say to myself that one day, “I will help them.” Even though I’m handicapped, I did excel in my class. I finished my intermediate, secondary and tertiary education with flying colors. Of course, it was never a piece of cake.

When I was in lower school, my classmates will always bully me: either by physical abuse or verbal one. I didn’t fight back since I was too weak. Whenever I come home, I will cry and tell it to Mama, sadly, she can’t do anything about it. I was never immune of every actions and words they inculcated in my mind. My self-esteem became -1000% because I was so traumatized.

During year seven (first year high school), I thought everything will be in order since it was a new environment, new faces, new mentors and new road ahead. Truly, the odds were really in my favor since the people there were more notorious compared to my lower school classmates. I spent one year of hell in a cage full of lions and snakes. Good thing, I survived. Year eight-ten, made a difference though I was still bullied, I’m still lucky that I found true friends during that period.

University or should I say College life was even harder for me since the distance of my residence going to my school is almost from Japan to South Korea (slight exaggeration). Amidst to my rights, I became irregular student which means I won’t be able to wear my toga on time. And then unexpected twists of Fate happened – that moment changed my belief with God. I wore my toga on time and graduated with a Citation Award. Yes, I’m not a Latin Awardee, but it doesn’t matter since God blessed me more than I’ve expected.

You know who’s behind me in every struggles I’ve encountered? None other than my family. Yes, my parents and my siblings supported everything that I’ve been through. Without them, and without God’s Divine Intervention, all of these won’t be possible.

WHAT’S THE POINT OF SHARING MY STORY?

I know, I let the world know what my life looks like, but it’s not the whole picture here. What’s the catch all about? Here are the reasons why:

First, bullying is a serious problem now across the seven continents; and it became more severe and wider because of the rise of Social Medias. In just one click, you can now hurt strangers. Let us stop bullying because it is traumatizing and it can lead to suicide.

Second, don’t complain just because you can’t have all the extravagant things in this world; instead, be thankful. Your problem is just a petty one compared to those who are struggling to live.

Third, NEVER use your disability as an excuse not to do amazing things. If you can’t run, then walk. If you can’t sing, then dance. If you can’t hear, then write. There are lots of things to do and explore. Don’t ever let one handicap be the end of your dreams.

Fourth, ALWAYS MAKE TIME AND EXTEND YOUR PATIENCE TO YOUR PARENTS. Remember, when you were young and still struggling, they’re always there to help you stand and to teach you endlessly how to hold a pencil and write your own name.

Fifth, ALWAYS MAKE GOD THE CENTER OF YOUR LIFE. Don’t forget to pray and walk in His light.

Sixth, never hesitate to give and to share something to anyone. At one point in your life, you also never had that one.

Lastly, may the change that you want starts from you in order to spread peace and love to everyone.

P.S. In case you’re wondering, I do enhance my talent through writing. Yes, I do write stories though most were still unfinished, but there are few that were done. I’m just saying this because even though extraneous activities were not allowed for me, I still found a way not to let my disability wins.

Thank you for dropping by. GOD Bless!

The Art of Giving

12th day of December marked Seasielle’s first ever storytelling event with a theme: Exploring the world through reading.

It came out because of her will to give back to others for such a prosperous year, and what a perfect way to share it but with her most favorite thing to do: reading.

One week before the said date, she made every detail to be finalized; with the help of her ever supportive parents, her first ever storytelling day was a huge success.

Of course, organizing an event while working for more than eight (8) hours a day was not that easy. Obstacles along the way was her greatest enemy. Can you believe that just two days before the event, one of the storytellers backed-out due to personal reasons; twenty four (24) hours before the event, another one had an emergency. What a total chaos! Good thing, miracle happens all the time! Seasielle’s mother volunteered to be the storyteller. Huge thanks for her!

It started at 3:15 pm in the afternoon, and ended at exactly 5:00 pm. Five books were read – three Tagalog and two English.

The kids were very attentive and well-behaved though there were some who were naughty.

It was really a fun Saturday filled with learnings, games, activities, prizes, food, and of course, loot bags.

The kids did not only leave with prizes, but they also left with a story to share with others.

We all say that we want a change from this planet, well, be the change that you want. Let it start from us so that slowly, we can achieve what we dream of. Don’t just sit there while complaining and being greedy, do something for yourself.

Merry Christmas everyone!

God Bless! #ForeverGrateful

Theme: Exploring the World through Reading #Tarpaulin

Decorations and mats where the kids sat 🙂

The kids while waiting for the storyteller 🙂

Snack time 🙂 Jollibee Yum Burger and Plus Juice Size 🙂

Loot bags #Incomplete

Inside each loot bags 🙂

Thank you for coming #StorytellingEvent

Books read by the storyteller 🙂

A Better You, A Brighter Tomorrow

Lately, I’ve been thinking of ideas that will culminate an individual how to behave accordingly for a positive outlook in life.

I came up with the following thoughts and quotes that I wanted to share to all of you.

1. “If you believe something good will happen, it will happen.” As we all know, everything starts in our mind. Therefore, you must condition yourself of the things you want to achieve or happen rather than corrupting your mind with negative thoughts.
2. Always smile. Yes, upon waking up in the morning start your day with a smile. It will not do any harm to you and to others.
3. Never forget to pray. Every morning, every meal, every evening and before going to bed, always pray. Even though it is not a good day, pray. Prayers can move mountains.
4. Take risk. Never prison yourself in a box. Try to explore the world. Remember, it is okay to be sorry when you try it rather than to regret that you didn’t take the opportunity.
5. Learn to say “No.” In this world, it’s okay not to say yes all the time especially if it is against your will. It won’t do any harm saying “No.”
6. Don’t be afraid to ask help, instructions, etc. to others.
7. Respect elderly and other people despite their status in life. As the saying goes by, if you want others to respect you, do it yourself first.
8. Always say “thank you.” No matter how small or big the favor is, never ever forget to say thank you. You don’t know how this word can change a bad day from being good. Always make people feel that they’re appreciated of the things they’ve done for you or will be doing for you.
9. Save a day for your family. Meaning always have time for them. If you’re working, don’t forget to treat them because you don’t know when will be the last; if you’re still a student, always bond with them if you have time.
10. Treat yourself at least twice a month. If you’re working, it is only practical to buy yourself something or to try to eat what you’ve been craving for or to treat yourself to some adventure. You’ve been working for almost 40hours a week so save some time for yourself. If you’re a student, try to make some time for your hobbies, etc.
11. Save for the future. This applies to all: No matter if you’re working or a student, start saving as early as you can. You don’t know what will happen in the future, so be prepared.
12. Lend a helping hand as to the extent of your capacity only. You cannot give all to others because you will be broken. Always leave some for you.
13. Do your best in all your undertakings. Never mind if you’re not rewarded as you’re doing it for your own growth and not for others.
14. Never hesitate to share. Whether books, foods, or clothes, share it to those who need it.
15. Travel and explore.
16. “Learn to accept the things that you can’t change, and change the things that you can.”
17. Never doubt your value.
18. Learn to accept your mistakes. Admit your faults. Don’t deny it because the more you hide it, the more it will pain you.
19. Never say your ideas, secrets and plans to others. Even to your parents. Never ever say it until it becomes reality because you don’t know who wants to steal it or who wants to refrain it from happening.
20. Never give up. As long as you’re still breathing, life goes on so why give up? We are all warriors in this world. Don’t let one situation ruin all of your dreams.
21. Spread some love. Yes, let’s give love to everyone because it is so good to be loved.

As for now, these are the things I observed that a person needs to do in order to achieve a healthy and happy life. If you have another idea on mind, never hesitate to comment it and let’s add it on the list.

God bless. Spread positive vibes always.

Sa Kailaliman ng Aking Pag-iisip

Huwag natin ipagyabang ang mga bagay na kaya natin gawin. Hindi lang naman tayo ang tao sa mundo na ito. Sa milyon-milyon na tao na nabubuhay sa mundo, dapat tayo magpasalamat na nagagawa natin ang mga bagay na tunay naman na kahanga-hanga. Imbis na ipagyabang, ipasok natin sa isipan natin na: Maaaring nakahihigit tayo sa iba na nasa paligid natin ngunit ang kakahayan natin ay maaaring walang silbi o kwenta sa ibang tao na nakatira sa mga bansa na matatagpuan sa pitong kontinente o maaaring nakahihigit pa sila sa atin. Kaya sana, ang nalalaman natin ay ibahagi sa iba na nagnanais din matuto ng ganoon kaalaman. Huwag natin isipin na dapat tayo lang ang dakila o pinakamagaling sapagkat ang ganoon kaisipan ay hindi totoo dahil lahat tayo ay pantay-pantay. Akala mo lang nakahihigit ka sa ganoon larangan ngunit hindi pala. Kaya sa halip na ipagyabang ang kung anuman na mayroon ka, bakit hindi na lang ibahagi sa iba at iyon mapapatunayan na walang mas mataas o mas mababang uri ng nilalang sapagkat lahat tayo ay pantay-pantay. Ang tao lang naman ang nakaisip na dapat maging higit o nakaaangat sila sa iba ngunit ang Diyos, ginawa tayong pantay-pantay. Kung iisipin natin ang pagiging Una o pinakamagaling sa lahat ng bagay, wala na tayong pinagkaiba kay Lucifer – Ninais niya na mahigitan ang Diyos kaya’t ang kanyang kinahantungan ay isang mapait at nakakaawang pangyayari. Nawa’y maging aral sa atin lahat ang pagbibigayan at pagmamahalan; Hindi ang nasa isipan ay ang maging higit o dakila o ang mauna sa lahat ng bagay, pagkakataon, pangyayari, at iba pa.

To Stay or To Let Go?

Those words are exactly my thoughts at this very moment. What should I do? What should I choose? I’m torn between two choices that I know will have a bigger impact in my life right now. A choice that will define my future. I’ve been feeling anxiety, fear, sadness, guilt and a lot more. I’m not calm. No, I can’t be calm because I don’t know how. I’m so worried of the outcome I will get if I choose to stay or if I choose to let go. Sleepless nights have been my companion since last April ten (10). I’ve been awake in the wee hours and shivering despite the warm weather in the whole country. I don’t know what to choose. If you will be given a chance to choose, what will you choose: To Stay or to Let Go?

Here’s the catch:

One day, you made a decision to obey what others tell you to do; Even though you know from the bottom of your heart that you’re not happy, and you won’t be happy in any other way. Months had gone by, you’re convincing yourself that everything is fine; that all is well. Suddenly, you’re convinced and contented in your current situation and can’t wait to explore more until one day, your biggest fear took place. A turning table that will forever define your future. You don’t know what to do now because you’re afraid to let go knowing that lots of people will be hurt; knowing that a relationship that is so peaceful will be broken and you’re the reason why.

What will you do? Will you choose to stay sacrificing your happiness and the peace of your mind? Or will you let go and this time, follow your inner voice telling you that today is right time to finally let go; to get your freedom and explore the world full of possibilities waiting for you at the other end of the thread? The choice is all yours, and yours only.

Sometimes, most of us will choose to stay even though that we already know deep down our conscience that this is the right time to let go because that incident might happen again, or something worst might occur next time. Why do we still choose to stay? The answer: because we are worried to those people who we might hurt; those relationship that might be broken; and those dreams that we think we might still achieved when we stay.
But what are we missing? What lies behind the art of letting go? What can you see in its borderline? The answer: Those people that you’re worried you might hurt don’t care to you at all. Yes, they’re dictating your every move making you look like a walking puppet. Why are they doing it? Pretending that they care? Well, the answer is so simple: So that they will know if you’re progressing or not; if you’re above then or below them; and so that finally they can prove that they’re better to you. See, their intentions are not pure and won’t be in any other way. Afraid that you might break a peaceful relationship? Well, fear not. Why? Because even before you came, their relationships are already broken. Shattered like pieces of mirrors. They just pretend that everything is fine and well, so that when the moment they’ve been all waiting for took place, you’re the antagonist that they will point. The reason behind a fallen relationship now. Be happy anyway because finally you freed them from a lie that have been clothing them for so many years now. And for the win, you won’t achieve any of your dreams because they won’t let you to do so, and they will never help you.

So, take the courage now to let go and to never come back. Be brave to face the real world with your desires and dreams as weapons and your burning heart as a shield. Be a warrior God destined you to be.

Now, back to me, I’ll choose to let go because I want to end all the sufferings I’ve been feeling for quite long now. May the odds be forever in my favor and may the force be with me always. I just don’t want to regret the decision I will make because I know that’s the only way to be happy. Happier than before.

God bless us all!